Of course, I’m fooling myself if I think I’ll never feel overwhelmed again. But this morning when my old reliable Pocket PC bit the dust, I felt a moment of panic: I won’t know what I’m doing! I won’t know what I’ve promised! I’m lost regarding anything having to do with schedules!
And then, peace. [...]
Posts Tagged ‘zen’
overwhelmed no more
Posted in fall, tagged koan, overwhelmed, Pocket PC, Staples, zen on September 26, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
conversation with an 87 year old / poem 107
Posted in 108 poems, Buddhism, aging, death, tagged aging, cystoscopy, elderly, Meals on Wheels, zen on July 17, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I saved Mr. G. for last today. Most Fridays I deliver meals to some elderly people in my neighborhood. Today I would have a chance to visit with Mr. G. since he got out of the hospital.
I had taken him for a same day cystoscopy procedure on Monday. Because of the anesthesia, his doctor required [...]
Happy Guru Purnima! / with poem 96
Posted in 108 poems, Buddhism, Gurumayi, Siddha Yoga, gratitude, tagged arati, bhakti, dakshina, devotion, full moon, Guru Purnima, Gurumayi, Gurupurnima, seva, Siddha Yoga, zen on July 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Today marks Guru Purnima, (the full moon day of the Guru). Guru Purnima is the day when students have the opportunity to express our deep gratitude for the great gifts we have received from our Guru.
I am new to Siddha Yoga. My years of zen practice, I believe, served me well and provided me [...]
doors / poem 47
Posted in 108 poems, India, Siddha Yoga, cats, tagged cats, divine, doors, God, Goddess, Herman Hesse, India, Shiva, Siddha Yoga, Varanasi, zen on May 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“I’m tired of opening that door for you . . . for nothing!” I muttered to the cat. Medusa sometimes acts as if she’d like to go into the basement but usually declines once I open that door for her (you know how haughty queen cats can get). Then I paused, reflecting on what [...]